My Name Is Hazim

My name is Hazim,
I'm a child of December,
And I was born on a Friday to an absent father,
That is, from what I remember,
I don't remember much of anything,
Anything useful they say,
But I remember the first time I started wishing,
That I'd amount to something bigger than my body one day,
I loved the nature, I loved the green,
I longed for flight, therefore the birds became my muses,
And I'm never sure where my mind has been,
It's always a planet away, I'm often clueless,
Although I insist it's unintentional, at times I don't really mind,
It's where my best ideas come from, it's the only place I feel like I belong,
I'm a weird kid,
I'm a short short man,
All the things that I did,
You wouldn't understand,
All the reasons behind my actions,
It's better to just let them,
Be,
Let me,
Be,
Me,

My name is Hazim,
I'm my own worst enemy, the mirror is a foe to my senses,
My house used to be a warzone, now it's rehab for second chances,
I'm a solitary creature but I get lonely all the time,
And it's this loneliness which often makes me lose my mind,
I can be over sensitive, my tempers can swell,
But I'm active, creative, I'm passionate, you can always tell,
From the hunger in my eyes when a challenge is faced,
And if I want it, I will get it, even if it's just a taste,
I'm a loner, I'm a friend,
You wouldn't understand,
All the reasons behind my actions,
It's better to just let them,
Be,
Just let me,
Be,
Me.

My name is Hazim,
I watch chick flicks, then I cry,
I will trust you and believe you until you're caught in your first lie,
My old world had me lost, in solitary confinement,
And I was free to roam my mind, to scrounge for self-enjoyment,
Now it's changing and I'm feeling,
Like the new world just obstructs,
Me from seeing and believing in all the things that I love,
I'm not ready,
To face it, I'm sure I'm not prepared,
All these changes just derange me, all it doe sis make me scared,
Is Hazim still Hazim?
Or will he be swept along,
All the others, they just stare at me,
Like I did something wrong,
I'm Hazim so I don't follow their plans,
If you're with them then I'm sure you wouldn't understand,
All the reasons behind my actions,
It's better to just let them,
Be,
Just let me,
Be,
Me.

My name is Hazim,
And I'm growing an ego,
That's kinda the reason I made a collage of like a billion of my own pictures...so?
It's not like before this, I was sure of myself,
But now, I've got standards,
Now I've got class,
And I'm happy to announce that I'm turning around,
All the while before being lost, this time, being found,
By the friends who won't leave me and my family's my glue,
And the haters keep hating, but I won't hate on you,
Cus my life is too short to waste it on hate,
I won't spend it on them,
All the reasons behind my actions,
You wouldn't understand,
It's better to just let them,
Be,
Just let me,
Be,
Me.

My Name Is Hazim

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