...In Which Hazim Haemoglobin Gets His Heart Broken Twice By The Same Person Who Played Around With His Feelings

Lies, they were all lies,
And I, I believed every single word you said,
And why, for the second time,
Would I let you back in my life,
When you’d only end up kicking me to the side,
Again,

Lies, I believed in your lies,
And I, I was stupid enough to let you put yourself inside,
And why, for the second time,
Would you promise not to make me cry,
When I’d only end up tearing tissues up all night,
Again,

I loved you the best way I knew how,
And I’m sorry if it wasn’t good enough,
All the time, I was pouring everything out,
You were just pretending to love,
Me,

Truth, none of it was true,
And you, you made me embrace everything about you,
And why, after being used,
Would I let myself again be your fool,
When you’d only end up leaving me crying, broken, bruised,
Again,

I loved you the best way I knew how,
And I’m sorry if it wasn’t good enough,
All the time, I was pouring everything out,
You were just pretending to love,
Me,

It’s not fair to say I Love You,
And not really mean it,
You shouldn’t have thrown those words at me,
If you didn’t believe in it,
It’s not right that I don’t even know what I did wrong,
And you just cut the cord,
You shouldn’t have toyed with my feelings which you knew were real,
And ditched me when you got bored,

I’m hurt,
I’m heartbroken,
I’m Hazim
And I’m hoping,
That should anybody want to take me in,
That it’ll be for real,
And it’ll be for keeps,
That this somebody won’t treat me the way you did,
And will say I Love You,
And mean it,
So I can say I Love You back,
And feel it,
For real.

In Which Hazim..

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...In Which Hazim Haemoglobin Gets His Heart Broken Twice By The Same Person Who Played Around With His Feelings


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